I tried to look into my future but I couldn't find my glasses.

Well, another day in school, and I stil feel like I'm flying 40713403740.89574 miles per hour towards the end. To tell you the truth, I'm not sure if I wanna end. I remember when I was 7-8 years old, screaming and crying because I hated school so much, I just wanted to stay home with my mom.

But now...

School has become an escape for me, where my friends are, where I can draw my best, and access to computers.

And the majority of my friends are underclassmen... so they tell me that they'll miss me... *sigh* And then there's the job issue and the constant pressure from my parents. Sometimes I don't think they realize how important school, college, and getting a job are to me. Just because I sit in my room and draw when I have nothing else to do doesn't mean I'm immature or I don't care.

I do care.

But on the brighter side, I dyed my hair last night. Not like I used to though, just some platinum high-lights.

Now I really look like Deisan, hehe...

But, I'm really worried about Crystalina she's hit a hard wall, and is falling pretty far. Crystalina, please don't do anything drastic or foolish, we need you here.

Remember who you are and why you are here.

Now, I'm going to sit here and finish my newest drawing and hope to god my life turns out okay.